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x_babybutt_x
The mere thought of not seeing the the people who made such a huge impact in my life really burns out everything in me. I guess this is called normal for those who will have to move to another country. I guess its also normal to go completely insane and cry every night; wishing and cursing that there should no longer be nights so that you can spend the rest of your life living happily and not worrying that tomorrow could be your last.

I'll miss my friends... I'll miss my home... I'll miss my heart.

Warning: This post will be so overly dramatic. For those with weak heart, STOP reading RIGHT NOW.

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It hurts knowing that i have to start a new life. I'll miss my friends so much. Even the people who have left me but i still call my friends. The memories I have with each and every single one of them. The laughters, tears, and insanity will be missed dearly. I often still hope that one day, I'd be able to have the chance of being with the people whom I have treasured still. The chance to be insane and crazy with them even just for one day. I love you guys :]

I'll especially miss the one who gives meaning to love (for me). I'll miss the one person whom I have given so much of me; so much of my love. I'm scared. Not of the fact that life will change for me. But of the possibility that I could find someone that could be much better than the one i have right now. It's good, I know. But I guess I could never love someone the same as i have with this person. I know what you're thinking. That I'm just saying this right now because I'm leaving. It's so ironic (and it hurts).
But, without a doubt,......


i'll never let go :(




As I conclude this short post, all I want to say is that "I'm sorry" to those who I have hurt. "I love you" to those whom i have shared my most happy moments with.




and "see you later" to everyone. No goodbyes. Just see you later.

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x_babybutt_x
It's been a long time since i last updated...
I've been quite busy.


I'm leaving on the 5th of June to Canada.
& that's for good.

*sobs*

random
x_babybutt_x
This is totally random and really sick.

Rumour has been going around a certain group that there was this certain person who thought i really like him (the nerve!).

This certain guy was my batch mate during my gradeschool days &, ironically, he's in my college right now...

The things is, he's also been spreadings rumours that, take note, I TAUGHT HIM HOW TO JACK-OFF DURING OUR GRADESCHOOL DAYS!!!

OMFG!!! How sick!! How vile!! How rude!! How evil!!


He wishes!!!...


SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK!!!!!!

Thatsonofabitch!

(no subject)
x_babybutt_x
It's been a few days since my last "break down" episode.
I'm coping. I've gotten support from people; even from people I never knew was there... people who has always been there.

Anyway, i won't drown myself writting about my feelings and tantrums.
In general, I'm okay.

A few weeks left until finals, and after that it's Goodbye Philly!.
Well... not literally goodbye yet, but i'm getting there.
So much to do, so little time.


I should be spending more time with friends now... with relatives... people i'd be leaving behind... and would be seeing after 3-4 years of my Canadian life.

Canadian.blah.
The name disgusts me. (No offense to those who are citizens of the red and the white).......

But then again, FREE MARIJUANA, ain't that a bitch? ;)


ARgh. I'm bored.
Strike-me-with-lightning-and-kill-me-now!




--- EDIT ---

From the 27th Feb. 07 post:


I've listed down a couple of things you can do when you're 18:


  • you can legally drive a car
  • you can, yet again, legally drink alcohol in bars
  • you can already be put in jail :'(
  • you have the right to vote! (thank God)
  • you can get married
  • you can get a job

added:
  • LEGAL SEX age (need i say more? LOL)



If I have missed out a few important details, please notify me. :)

for someone
x_babybutt_x
It's a special day for a special someone...






HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY NIEGY!!!!

May you have more birthdays to come, more parties to crash, more clubs to enter *ehem*, more fat kids to have pictures with and to annoy, and many many more!!!



" You weirdo :p"




out of boredom...
x_babybutt_x
I'm stuck at home all because of a lousy someone who couldn't wait to see her beloved in school, & decided to go there at an earlier time (and not wait for me)... It's not like you guys won't see each other later on of the day... sheeesh! a very BIG thanks to her.




Random: NEVER ever eat food whilst watching a movie where brutal men slash each other's throats, and watch the blood squirt out.


On the plus side, I've finally had that artistic feeling i've been longing for in ages... I started with a quick sketch of my T.V. set (i have no idea why), and it turned out quite okay (seeing as it did somehow look like a T.V. set)...




IMPORTANT NOTICE:


My birthdaaay is coming up!!! :)
It's not just any other ordinary birthday... its my 18th birthday!
I've listed down a couple of things you can do when you're 18:

  • you can legally drive a car
  • you can, yet again, legally drink alcohol in bars
  • you can already be put in jail :'(
  • you have the right to vote! (thank God)
  • you can get married
  • you can get a job



If I have missed out a few important details, please notify me. :)

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x_babybutt_x
It has been quite a while since i last updated... I see people are getting into the spirit of "love" these days ;)

heheheh.. can't blame them since i myself am feeling the love...

Valentines day was really special for me... although we didnt spend a lot of time together, he still was able to romantically surprise me...

He wrote my name (via candles) on the floor, and beside it were red and white roses...
Then he left me a note of nothing but sweet sayings, and a big "KAT WILL YOU MARRY MEü" at the end... hahaha..


swwweet :)

Belated Happy Valentines to all you peeps!<333




So, how was your valentines? :)

For him<3
x_babybutt_x





There is something that I see
In the way you look at me
There's a smile, there's a truth in your eyes

But an unexpected way
On this unexpected day
Could it mean this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

There were times I ran to hide
Afraid to show the other side
Alone in the night without you

But now I know just who you are
And I know you hold my heart
Finally this is where I belong
It is you I have loved all along

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along

Over and over
I'm filled with emotion
Your love, it rushes through my veins

And I am filled
With the sweetest devotion
As I, I look into your perfect face

It's no more mystery
It is finally clear to me
You're the home my heart searched for so long
And it is you I have loved all along
It is you I have loved
It is you I have loved all along




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x_babybutt_x
I love my boyfriend so much.
I would never let him go. Even though i'm leaving, i'll
be back for him.

<3

Q&A
x_babybutt_x

Quiz


SITUATION: You're driving along a stormy night.
You pass by a bus stop where you see three people waiting.

no. 1 - an elderly woman who is about to die
no. 2 - an old friend who once saved your life
no. 3 - the perfect mate you have been dreaming about

Who would you choose knowing that there could only be
one passenger in your car?




ANSWER: I would give my car keys to my friend and let him/her take the old woman to the hospital. Then, I would stay behind and wait for the bus with the person of my dreams.

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